Sunday, November 16, 2008

Work & Study, Work & Study ..

Everyday, time by time, I will spend my time on working and studying in Kuala Lumpur. I found that I'm enjoying the time I have now too although I do not have much time left.

I was working for my company for two years and being a full time student at Segi College for one and half years. Since I started my first class on July 2007, I started to manage myself into a life of work & study. I felt that it was very tired and boring.

Firstly, my studies have their own works to do, and I don't have enough time for it to be completed. Hence, I will think of how to put myself out from it. Day by day, time by time, I think myself had prefer on working more than studying. The reason is studying need to get into examination and working doesn't need to do it, it makes me feel different and started to skip myself from studying. But, I have to continue my studies too, because I need the Diploma cert to be with me, so I had to go on with it.

I do ask myself, why should I work and study daily?
Why don't I skip one of that and I will be living with a lot of happening lifestyle.
The answer didn't appears and I didn't discovered for the answer because I couldn't face any one of the answer.

While I work daily, I do think of quiting it too, because there are too many politics issues happening inside the organization. I found that the rules created by the manager are crap and I do strongly refuse it. Anyway, I'm just repeating my day and it doesn't turn to the end. That is why i name my words as work & study , work & study. It will just continuing repeats and it makes me too frustrating over this.



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